1. Itutulog na lang- the juans
2. Cant get out- jem
3. Tomorrow- avril lavigne
4. Hindi tayo pwede- acousticccccc
This has been on top of my playlist lol since morning.x
I don't know why but i just loved the lyrics. Makes me wanna do a cover. Lol kala mo talaga magaling kumanta. Haha anyway. Ang sarap lang ikanta ng lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. I actually wanted to compose a song. Just like the old times. Maybe one of these days i would. For now, ill just keep all the lyric in my head. I dont wanna cry while writing the song tho. Bwahaha.
Pero kanina, while cooking lunch. I suddenly thnk abt it and i really cried. I even went to the toilet room ksi i burst out crying. Asking myself, why? Why do i need to feel this way over and over and over again? Why is it so hard to be completely happy? Haha i mean there's no perfect life diba. Kaso bakit parang lahat nalang ng tao ayaw sakin? Am i that bad enough for everyone not to see my worth? Sobrang self pity ko na ba? I deserve to be loved as well diba? Just go with the flow. That's my quote. But going with the flow is kinda hard when you're doing it alone. When you're the only one who has this feeling. At walang taong kaya magbalik sayo ng pagmamahal na hinahanap mo kasi hindi pwede and wala naman talaga.
Sobrang OA ko na ba? I keep asking myself that. Why am I even crying? Ang alam ko lang is sobra lang talagang mahal ko kaya nasasaktan ako na ganun nalang talaga. Normal naman. Di naman ako sguro OA Or what. Normal naman siguro masaktan diba?
Anyway, im about to go to bed na. Goodmornight & thanks for listening to my emote emote thingy again blog. You're all I have :) i have no one to share what i feel anyway. So sayo nalang lahat ibubuhos mga gusto ko sabihin. Nytieeeee. Xx
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