am I too much?

I just realizee that i am being too attached. Super duper OA na yata and nakakairita na ata ako. Tagal na issue nito. So pano ba. Ano ba talaga gagawin ko? Its just so sad when you wanted to show how you feel to someone but you just cant because YOU CANT. I dont want someone to feel irritated because of me messaging all the time. But thats whats happening now.x hay, minsan naisip ko, deserve ko ba talaga ba ganito? Di na ba ako talaga maappreciate ng mga tao. I dont know. I wanna go somewhere far alone 😩 and just stop thinking about it & move on. Hayy.