So usually if you say that you have a best friend it is most likely you know this person for a long time na diba. However this best friend that I have, I just knwn him for like uhm..almost 2years. Xx he's been quite laman ng blog ko lately. Hehe. So yep he's a he. Madami ako close friends na lalaki but di pa ko nagkaron ng best friend talaga na i mean katawagan or talagang andyan para sakin kapag malungkot ako. But this guy, we've been speaking allllll the time specially when i'm sad.
So it all started when we met on my friends birthday party. Well I don't usually consider knowing him by then because we didn't even talk or what. I mean we talked but no conversation at all.xx but he is so damn attractive lol. NOT saying I like him already but parang ganun na nga. Lol. Hahaha. One thing that makes me pansin him pa more is his fucking voice. Maaaaan im telling you he can sing! Lol rnb feels.x
Okay moving forward, ended up that night not talkin to this guy but some of my gay friends teases me na i like him daw and when they asked him if nung tinease he just said "sorry taken na" like that ata. HAHAHHAHAHA! Napakawalangya lang ng mga kaibigan ko.x so parang nainsult lang ako ng very light cz i ddnt even asked him that pero inaasar ako nung iba kong friends. Lol so nakakahiya talaga. Ugg. I am still pissed whenever i remember that moment.
So as time goes by, after like a couple of days. This friend of mine, yung may birthday, created a group chat sa msngr. He added me there. And I was so shocked to see that they were all there. Including the guy with the rnb voice. Lol. So deadma. Hi hello to all. Bla bla bla. Not gonna mention the name of the gc cz this needs to be private Lol.
So one morning, may nag wave sakin sa messenger. :o guess who? Bumilis lang naman heart beat ko pagkakita ko na sya yung nag wave. I don't even know what to reply that time as in shocked ako. So i just replied "yes?" HAHAHAHHA. he said na napindot lang. So dun nagumpisa na yung mga long conversations and kwentuhan namin all day.x which is nakakaenjoy naman talaga mga usapan namin. Kaya din sguro di nakakasawa makipagchat.
So a lot more things happened that month, went to friends house and then I saw him there again. We drank a little, we stayed overnight, and some are just memories. No need to mention here. Lololol.
Sometimes I am questioning myself why this guy? Like di talaga ko pala entertain and tamad talaga ako kumausap ng tao but why am I so happy when I am speaking to this person? 🙈 i always wonder. But who cares? It's fun. May mga time lang talaga na bawal magusap kasi we both have jowa. So little by little. You know.
So last 2018, last time I saw him was august 21. Then after that we ddnt get the chance to talk for a long time since I am pregnant with zayn by that time. We're still in the gc but we no longer talk that much when we decided not to talk to each other na since nga he's feeling guilty ata cz he is spending more time chattingg with me kesa sa jowa nya. And ofcourse it hurts me a lot and I dont know why I am being hurt at all. HAHA.
So for whoever is reading this, and if just incase you know me. Dont be so judgemental. I know what you're thinking. But let's just put it this way, yes, nagustuhan ko sya but alam ko naman na hindi pwede and alam nya din yun kaya nga he even blocked me para wala ng communication at all. Yung pagbblock na yan ilang beses yan nangyari. Hehe.
So ayun na nga, i gave birth to zayn after a couple of months. Got so busy taking good care of my baby.
then after quite some time whilst im in rigels, drinking frappe, i saw him online and I just said hi to him and asked him where he is. He said he's at home lang. We haven't seen each other for a long time. He told me I could come over and I was surprised too. Went there for just short period of time and the rest was just memories. Lol
So yeah dont wanna share more of our story here let's just focus with how he became my best friend.
So with all the things that happened for those times and moments I realized that I will never forget this person. It's a mutual decision that we need to keep in touch as best friends kahit na magka family na din sya like me. And it will be that way forever. Kahit siguro di na kami magkita. Kahit na malayo na sya, it's gonna be a best friends forever thingy as what he said. Which makes me happy too. And i hope it's true. Kasi we can never tell. Madami dn ako naging bestfriends kuno nung highschool but where are they now? Why is it that when Im lonely no one ws there for me? So ayun. I dont wanna be sad with this blog so I will just leave a message here for my bestfriend kasi he always read naman my blog hahaha. He's updated. Lol
Hi bes,
First, thank you cz you got to spend time reading my blog again. Super thank you for being there specially nung mga panahon na i felt lonely and sad lalo na sa mga nangyari samin ni Ja. You're always there to cheer me up. Andyan ka palagi para pasayahin ako. Di ko akalain na magkakaron ako ng friend na katulad mo. Poging bestfriend pa nga. HAHA. Alam ko na minsan demanding na ko sa time mo or minsan sumosobra na ko sa limit. Thanks for the patience. Sorry din. Tao lang. Haha. Mas matured ka lang talaga magisip sakin. Nagpromise ako sayo na dito lang ako always. Pag may problem kayo ng girlfriend mo, dito lang ako para icomfort ka. Katulad ng pag comfort mo sakin nung masakit din puso ko and in pain talaga ako. Haha. Sana wag ka makulitan sakin, a msgs ko. Yung usapan natin na babawasan ng onti yung paguusap susundin ko yun. Moving forward ikaw nalang aantayin ko magstart ng conversation. Mukang okay naman. Kaya naman. Haha. Di ko alam na sasabihin ko sayo, feeling ko eedit ko nalang to kapag may idadagdag pa ko. Nabblank isip ko kapag ikaw na kakausapin ko e. HAHA. BASTA SUPER THANK YOU! sa pagdating sa buhay ko. Forever kitang ittreasue at lahat ng memories natin together promise nasa heart and mind ko yan kahit tumanda na tayo parehas. Maalala ko yan. Looking forward pa din sa mga magagandang memories in the future. Gusto ko kapag ikakasal ka na, invited ako ha? Ahahaha. Salamat bes ha? Mahal kita bes! Mwah! Dito nalang muna. Masakit na fingers ko. HAHAHAHA 30mins na ata ako nagttype or more. 😂
Huggssssss!!
Always,
Jhaymie.
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