hoy

Oo ikaw. Kamusta ka? Sana okay ka lang. Ingat ka palagi. Kahit na di na tayo naguusap at hindi kita magawang kamustahin lagi mo itatak sa utak mo na naiisip pa din kita at naalala. Okay? Hay sige bye.

motherhood.

When you open your mouth to judge a mother, bite your tongue first.

Pregnancy hurts.

Birth hurts.

Breastfeeding hurts

Watching your baby cry hurts

Not sleeping well, it hurts.

Serving everyone and being the last hurts.

Not having time for yourself - hurts.

The mother needs help, not to be criticized, 

she needs love and not to be judged, 

she takes care of everyone, but she needs to take care of herself as well.

Motherhood is not as gentle as it seems, motherhood is beautiful, yes, but it is very difficult.

What's beautiful is the love that a mother has for her child, that love is capable of enduring everything!

Goodnight! Xx walang makausap. Nakakalungkot. Hehe

goodmorning. xx

Hello blog. How have you been lately? Oops. Guess i should ask that myself instead. 

I guess im fine. Kinda not in the mood rn coz its my first day. 😓 I woke up early today. I guess abt 4am. I re- cooked breakfast from leftovers last night. xx i played ml. And now im blogging after 1 game. Uhmm. Kamusta ba ako? I feel blessed but deep inside may mga takot pa din ako. Idk. I know that im still not okay. But ofcourse I need to look at the brighter side. Im worried about my fingers. May athritis na ata ko. Its kinda hard to move them pag bagong gising ako. Tagal na din neto. 🤦 Goodbye sa mga bawal na muna ako specially veggies with beans. 😓 Im taking b complex tho. Pero prang di naman umeefect.  And oh by the way I had my first dose of pfizer vaccine last saturday. Went there around 3am and i gt home at 10:30am i guess. Struggle is real pero okay naman na. Side effects? Uhm masakit lang sa braso for like 2 days and i felt like im sleepy and all pero kaya din pala ako wala sa mood kasi magkakaron na pala ako. PMS as usual. 

I will also do some blogging about Zoey's 8th birthday probably next time. 💞

Namiss ko mag blog. Dami ko pa gusto ikwento kaso masakit talaga puson ko. 🙄 Ugh. Til next na muna 😅

THIS IS ME ATM. hahahahahaha 

:'(

Why is it that nobody appreciates me? Hindi naman ako masamang tao. Bakit walang nagpapahalaga sakin. Bakit wala na yata nagmamahal sakin? Mabait naman ako 😭😭😭 mapagbigay naman ako😭😭😭 pero bakit ganito 😭😭😭 i just wanna be appreciated pero wala na nakakakita ng halaga ko😭😭 sobrang lungkot ko ngayon 😭😭😭 kelan ko ba mararanasan and maramdaman na may nakakaappreciate ng mga ginagawa ko 😭😭😭 i dont wanna get tired and i need to be strong. Pero sobrang nakakalungkot na. Bakit ganito😭😭😭😭😭 #cryingatm 😭

its 12:13am

La lang. Felt like i wanted to blog tonight. Cz i changed my phone font and theme & yes i bought them again via gcash. Anyways we rushed zayn today sa animal bite center kaninang mga 8pm kasi nascratch sya ni flick sa face. Gastossss mygahd. Pero atleast he's okay. 🤦 See pic 

So there's 3 more sessions left para macomplete ang vaccine nya ng anti rabies. 🤦  Rawr. Aso pa more. Hahahaha. 🤦 Buti nalang talaga open pa yun or else sa hospital kami magpapaturok 6500 pa nga. Hahaha. So there. Im kinda not feeling well today tho. Para akong nanlalata na ewan 🤦 baka dahil sa ingrown ko na namaga dahil sa nagpedicure samin last weekend. Ang sakit huhuhu.  So yaaa i better sleep. Natuto na naman ako magpuyat🤦 not good. Xx goodnight. 

hey, its me again.

After like a couple of months. Here I am again. Nothin much. I am just trying my new font & phone theme. Lol wacthing netflix and its almost 2 in the morning. 😌 Anyway, whats new to me? Well ive been sick this past few weeks and hopefully maging okay na. 😒 I was diagnosed with severe UTI. Dnt knw how the hell i gt it but i took antibiotics because of it. As of now, im feeling okay. Went back to the doctor and mukang okay naman na. Nagbleeding lang ako idk if its mens or what 😒 delayed ako maybe because sa pagstop ko all of a sudden ng pills ko. Balak ko ksi magpalit ng pills. Di na ksi ako hiyang sa luma. 🤦 Feeling ko dun ako nagkakasakit. 

Anywaaays, i kinda miss some people in my life. Bestfriends & all. Sana matapos na ang covid at malampasan namin to na hindi kami nagkakaron nito. 😣 I miss goin out with friends. Seeing my favorite person and all. But am not that lonely naman. I found new friends ng lumipat sina pastor and family here. Atleast may nakakausap na ko kahit pano. 😌 

I can say that for now, all is well and hopefully maging ganito padin sa mga susunod na araw. 💋

Btw, if you're reading this.. i wanna say na.. i miss you! 😁

Goooodnighty. Xx

paubaya official MV

Hay nakoo moiraaaa. Ang sakit ng music video mo. May mga naalala na naman ako. Ang hirap magpaubaya. Pero yun ang dapat. Atska ang hirap ng di ka mahal ng mahal mo. Kaya dapat kayanin. Ang aga agaaaaa yun agad napanood ko. Argh. Valentines pa nga.