goodmorning. xx

Hello blog. How have you been lately? Oops. Guess i should ask that myself instead. 

I guess im fine. Kinda not in the mood rn coz its my first day. 😓 I woke up early today. I guess abt 4am. I re- cooked breakfast from leftovers last night. xx i played ml. And now im blogging after 1 game. Uhmm. Kamusta ba ako? I feel blessed but deep inside may mga takot pa din ako. Idk. I know that im still not okay. But ofcourse I need to look at the brighter side. Im worried about my fingers. May athritis na ata ko. Its kinda hard to move them pag bagong gising ako. Tagal na din neto. 🤦 Goodbye sa mga bawal na muna ako specially veggies with beans. 😓 Im taking b complex tho. Pero prang di naman umeefect.  And oh by the way I had my first dose of pfizer vaccine last saturday. Went there around 3am and i gt home at 10:30am i guess. Struggle is real pero okay naman na. Side effects? Uhm masakit lang sa braso for like 2 days and i felt like im sleepy and all pero kaya din pala ako wala sa mood kasi magkakaron na pala ako. PMS as usual. 

I will also do some blogging about Zoey's 8th birthday probably next time. 💞

Namiss ko mag blog. Dami ko pa gusto ikwento kaso masakit talaga puson ko. 🙄 Ugh. Til next na muna 😅

THIS IS ME ATM. hahahahahaha 

:'(

Why is it that nobody appreciates me? Hindi naman ako masamang tao. Bakit walang nagpapahalaga sakin. Bakit wala na yata nagmamahal sakin? Mabait naman ako 😭😭😭 mapagbigay naman ako😭😭😭 pero bakit ganito 😭😭😭 i just wanna be appreciated pero wala na nakakakita ng halaga ko😭😭 sobrang lungkot ko ngayon 😭😭😭 kelan ko ba mararanasan and maramdaman na may nakakaappreciate ng mga ginagawa ko 😭😭😭 i dont wanna get tired and i need to be strong. Pero sobrang nakakalungkot na. Bakit ganito😭😭😭😭😭 #cryingatm 😭

its 12:13am

La lang. Felt like i wanted to blog tonight. Cz i changed my phone font and theme & yes i bought them again via gcash. Anyways we rushed zayn today sa animal bite center kaninang mga 8pm kasi nascratch sya ni flick sa face. Gastossss mygahd. Pero atleast he's okay. 🤦 See pic 

So there's 3 more sessions left para macomplete ang vaccine nya ng anti rabies. 🤦  Rawr. Aso pa more. Hahahaha. 🤦 Buti nalang talaga open pa yun or else sa hospital kami magpapaturok 6500 pa nga. Hahaha. So there. Im kinda not feeling well today tho. Para akong nanlalata na ewan 🤦 baka dahil sa ingrown ko na namaga dahil sa nagpedicure samin last weekend. Ang sakit huhuhu.  So yaaa i better sleep. Natuto na naman ako magpuyat🤦 not good. Xx goodnight. 

hey, its me again.

After like a couple of months. Here I am again. Nothin much. I am just trying my new font & phone theme. Lol wacthing netflix and its almost 2 in the morning. 😌 Anyway, whats new to me? Well ive been sick this past few weeks and hopefully maging okay na. 😒 I was diagnosed with severe UTI. Dnt knw how the hell i gt it but i took antibiotics because of it. As of now, im feeling okay. Went back to the doctor and mukang okay naman na. Nagbleeding lang ako idk if its mens or what 😒 delayed ako maybe because sa pagstop ko all of a sudden ng pills ko. Balak ko ksi magpalit ng pills. Di na ksi ako hiyang sa luma. 🤦 Feeling ko dun ako nagkakasakit. 

Anywaaays, i kinda miss some people in my life. Bestfriends & all. Sana matapos na ang covid at malampasan namin to na hindi kami nagkakaron nito. 😣 I miss goin out with friends. Seeing my favorite person and all. But am not that lonely naman. I found new friends ng lumipat sina pastor and family here. Atleast may nakakausap na ko kahit pano. 😌 

I can say that for now, all is well and hopefully maging ganito padin sa mga susunod na araw. 💋

Btw, if you're reading this.. i wanna say na.. i miss you! 😁

Goooodnighty. Xx

paubaya official MV

Hay nakoo moiraaaa. Ang sakit ng music video mo. May mga naalala na naman ako. Ang hirap magpaubaya. Pero yun ang dapat. Atska ang hirap ng di ka mahal ng mahal mo. Kaya dapat kayanin. Ang aga agaaaaa yun agad napanood ko. Argh. Valentines pa nga. 

how long has it been?

Since i last wrote on my blog. its been a while. Christmas, new years day, my birthday passed. Thank God im still alive and breathing. 🥰 I can say that i am very blessed this year and hoping and looking forward na til the end of the year ganito. Xx anyways, todaaaay is valentines day. Ofcourse id celebrate it with my loveys todaaaay whos wide awake and all. I also wanted to share that I had my first tatoo yesterday! Can't believe i did it. Kinda hurt but all worth it. Gonna show it wait let me take a shot.

hahaha this is an ugly shot. Wait ill just browse my galler though and will get a much better shot

so i cant get a good shot lol its 1 day fresh and i can tell that its all worth it. So i chose a butterfly tho. So dun sa pinakagitna ng butterfly dyan ako tinurukan ng anesthesia sa dalawa kong anak when i gave birth. Yan ang pinakamasakit sa lahat kaya super memorable. I decided na dyan magpatatts. Wala lang din. Haha. So ayun. 

basta di ko naman pinagsisihan. Tago naman sya so di naman makikita msyado. Superrrrr galing nung artist ko. Good job talaga sya sa ginawa nya sakin. :) 

Antok na ko. Happy valentines day world. 💋💋 Goodnighty. Xx

random thoughts.

Ang dami ko naman what ifs sa utak ko tonight. 🥺 Hay. Bakit kaya ganito?  Dami ko na nga ginagawa para malibang but at the end of the day, eto pa din. Tulog na lang ako.  🥺