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I know im busy. But i still wanted to have time with you. Please talk to me.🙈

Random thoughts this morning after work. Haysxzc

i have so much to tell🥺 

oh well

What a day! So ive been struggling the past few days kasi supposed to be katapusan ako magkakaron. So masakit na puson ko since the 29th of sept. Pero my gashh nag adjust ata cycle ko. Today lang sya lumabas. Grabe sakit ng katawan ko and muscles since 29th tapos nasusuka na ewan na antok na antok. Kala mo buntis e. Hahaha as if. Anyways, baka dahil sa pill ko. Nagadjust na so firstweek na ako nagkakaroon. Hahaha wala lang. So this blog pala today is abt my period. 😛 

So dahil nga first day ko, very lazy ako 😓 im just in bed. Watching tv. I just cooked tinolang ribs. And magllunch palang ako tho its almost 4pm na. Rawr

And hmm. That's pretty much it. Xx til next 🥰

Btw look at the keyboard and mouse i bought in shopppeeee. Hahaha it costs 1k.  Super worth it. Super cute. Perfect gamitin talaga. Nakakainis ksi keyboard ng laptop may mga hard touch na. Kaya ayan bumili ako. Cute diba? 🙄 Lol 

Nasad lang ako na may nakita akong pooh keyboard right after i purchased this. Huehue late ko nakita. Ang ganda pa naman😤😭

But its okay. Ganda pa din naman neto. 😛

My Quantrics Journey

 Hello blog, how ya been? LOL so la lang. I just feel like I wanna blog rn. Woke up early today kasi. And im currently using my laptop. kaya ganado mag type lol. Just wanna share what happened to me these past few weeks tho. 

So yeah. I decided to go back to work. x after 2 years, 3 i guess. It's just that am always at home and Im always eating so instead of getting fat haha I decided to work nalang since most of the job offer naman aya work from home. So ayun na nga nagapply ako sa QUANTRICS. Kung asan yung bell. I chose to stay with my old account since gamay ko na & mas familiar ako sa metrics. Well ang binalikan ko talaga dun is how big the incentives. I remember getting 50K in just 1 cut off before. So diba sayang, what if mangyari ulit? Or what if mapromote ulit agad. HAHA. wala lang. Im doing my online business and at the same time working from home so I think its fun and fine.

So this company is located in San Mateo, Rizal. Hindi naman sya malayo for me since pagpasok ng sandigan halos drederecho na yun. So I applied online through their website and I submitted my CV/Resume and then a recruiter called me. So I ddnt know na it was an interview already I just thought that she's just asking further questions on my application. We talked for like 15mins and I just kept answering all of her questions. HAHA and at the end of the call, she told me that I passed the inital interview and I got to jump in to the next level na whch is the exam. She said that if my laptop and net connections qualified for the req then I can do it at home pero grabe req nila haha hindi makatarungan so I decided na sa site nalang mag  exam.

I received an email after the call saying that i gt scheduled 3 days after the phone interview. So ayun na nga nagpadrive ako otw there kasi ayko mag commute at takot ako sa covid LOL even na complete vaccine na ko. Ayoko pa din. So super ingat ako kahit gumastos ako sa magddrive. Anyway, maganda ambiance sa quantrics. tho super higpit kasi iiwan phone and bag sa lobby. hahaha super higpit. Ayun na nga, nag exam, grabe lang cz it took me halos 6 hours sa exam. Versant was so fuckn hard ngayon. Unlike sa prev companies na naapplyan ko. Eto na ata yung super sumakit utak ko. HAHAHA so while we're waiting for the results. Btw we're like 20 pala sa first batch of mageexam that day, paunti unti tinatawag name then halos lahat pnapauwi cz hndi pumasa. Mygahd. and then nung ako na tinawag I was told na kulang ako 1 point lang to pass so pinaretake ako HAHAHAHA mygahd. Intense talaga. So inulit ko and then luckily sa 6hrs na yun. I passed :(  I got hired. HAHAHAHA drecho job offer. Grabe lang sa halos 40 applicants na nagexam that day, 4 lang kami na nakapag job offer at pumasa. Sobrang taas ng qualifications ni quantrics.

So I got HIRED. requirements nalang then training na. Magpapakabusy para makalimot limot charot. Well sabi ko naman kay Lord na kung para sakin  e papasa pero pag hndi pumasa okay lang din. Kaso pumasa ako e. HAHA

So as of today, nagaasikaso ako requirements. So far, so good :) Not sure what else will happen sa mga susunod na araw. Specially na on site ang training. -.- Goodluck to me. xx 

Thank you for reading :) mwah!

hoy

Oo ikaw. Kamusta ka? Sana okay ka lang. Ingat ka palagi. Kahit na di na tayo naguusap at hindi kita magawang kamustahin lagi mo itatak sa utak mo na naiisip pa din kita at naalala. Okay? Hay sige bye.

motherhood.

When you open your mouth to judge a mother, bite your tongue first.

Pregnancy hurts.

Birth hurts.

Breastfeeding hurts

Watching your baby cry hurts

Not sleeping well, it hurts.

Serving everyone and being the last hurts.

Not having time for yourself - hurts.

The mother needs help, not to be criticized, 

she needs love and not to be judged, 

she takes care of everyone, but she needs to take care of herself as well.

Motherhood is not as gentle as it seems, motherhood is beautiful, yes, but it is very difficult.

What's beautiful is the love that a mother has for her child, that love is capable of enduring everything!

Goodnight! Xx walang makausap. Nakakalungkot. Hehe

goodmorning. xx

Hello blog. How have you been lately? Oops. Guess i should ask that myself instead. 

I guess im fine. Kinda not in the mood rn coz its my first day. 😓 I woke up early today. I guess abt 4am. I re- cooked breakfast from leftovers last night. xx i played ml. And now im blogging after 1 game. Uhmm. Kamusta ba ako? I feel blessed but deep inside may mga takot pa din ako. Idk. I know that im still not okay. But ofcourse I need to look at the brighter side. Im worried about my fingers. May athritis na ata ko. Its kinda hard to move them pag bagong gising ako. Tagal na din neto. 🤦 Goodbye sa mga bawal na muna ako specially veggies with beans. 😓 Im taking b complex tho. Pero prang di naman umeefect.  And oh by the way I had my first dose of pfizer vaccine last saturday. Went there around 3am and i gt home at 10:30am i guess. Struggle is real pero okay naman na. Side effects? Uhm masakit lang sa braso for like 2 days and i felt like im sleepy and all pero kaya din pala ako wala sa mood kasi magkakaron na pala ako. PMS as usual. 

I will also do some blogging about Zoey's 8th birthday probably next time. 💞

Namiss ko mag blog. Dami ko pa gusto ikwento kaso masakit talaga puson ko. 🙄 Ugh. Til next na muna 😅

THIS IS ME ATM. hahahahahaha 

:'(

Why is it that nobody appreciates me? Hindi naman ako masamang tao. Bakit walang nagpapahalaga sakin. Bakit wala na yata nagmamahal sakin? Mabait naman ako 😭😭😭 mapagbigay naman ako😭😭😭 pero bakit ganito 😭😭😭 i just wanna be appreciated pero wala na nakakakita ng halaga ko😭😭 sobrang lungkot ko ngayon 😭😭😭 kelan ko ba mararanasan and maramdaman na may nakakaappreciate ng mga ginagawa ko 😭😭😭 i dont wanna get tired and i need to be strong. Pero sobrang nakakalungkot na. Bakit ganito😭😭😭😭😭 #cryingatm 😭

its 12:13am

La lang. Felt like i wanted to blog tonight. Cz i changed my phone font and theme & yes i bought them again via gcash. Anyways we rushed zayn today sa animal bite center kaninang mga 8pm kasi nascratch sya ni flick sa face. Gastossss mygahd. Pero atleast he's okay. 🤦 See pic 

So there's 3 more sessions left para macomplete ang vaccine nya ng anti rabies. 🤦  Rawr. Aso pa more. Hahahaha. 🤦 Buti nalang talaga open pa yun or else sa hospital kami magpapaturok 6500 pa nga. Hahaha. So there. Im kinda not feeling well today tho. Para akong nanlalata na ewan 🤦 baka dahil sa ingrown ko na namaga dahil sa nagpedicure samin last weekend. Ang sakit huhuhu.  So yaaa i better sleep. Natuto na naman ako magpuyat🤦 not good. Xx goodnight. 

hey, its me again.

After like a couple of months. Here I am again. Nothin much. I am just trying my new font & phone theme. Lol wacthing netflix and its almost 2 in the morning. 😌 Anyway, whats new to me? Well ive been sick this past few weeks and hopefully maging okay na. 😒 I was diagnosed with severe UTI. Dnt knw how the hell i gt it but i took antibiotics because of it. As of now, im feeling okay. Went back to the doctor and mukang okay naman na. Nagbleeding lang ako idk if its mens or what 😒 delayed ako maybe because sa pagstop ko all of a sudden ng pills ko. Balak ko ksi magpalit ng pills. Di na ksi ako hiyang sa luma. 🤦 Feeling ko dun ako nagkakasakit. 

Anywaaays, i kinda miss some people in my life. Bestfriends & all. Sana matapos na ang covid at malampasan namin to na hindi kami nagkakaron nito. 😣 I miss goin out with friends. Seeing my favorite person and all. But am not that lonely naman. I found new friends ng lumipat sina pastor and family here. Atleast may nakakausap na ko kahit pano. 😌 

I can say that for now, all is well and hopefully maging ganito padin sa mga susunod na araw. 💋

Btw, if you're reading this.. i wanna say na.. i miss you! 😁

Goooodnighty. Xx

paubaya official MV

Hay nakoo moiraaaa. Ang sakit ng music video mo. May mga naalala na naman ako. Ang hirap magpaubaya. Pero yun ang dapat. Atska ang hirap ng di ka mahal ng mahal mo. Kaya dapat kayanin. Ang aga agaaaaa yun agad napanood ko. Argh. Valentines pa nga. 

how long has it been?

Since i last wrote on my blog. its been a while. Christmas, new years day, my birthday passed. Thank God im still alive and breathing. 🥰 I can say that i am very blessed this year and hoping and looking forward na til the end of the year ganito. Xx anyways, todaaaay is valentines day. Ofcourse id celebrate it with my loveys todaaaay whos wide awake and all. I also wanted to share that I had my first tatoo yesterday! Can't believe i did it. Kinda hurt but all worth it. Gonna show it wait let me take a shot.

hahaha this is an ugly shot. Wait ill just browse my galler though and will get a much better shot

so i cant get a good shot lol its 1 day fresh and i can tell that its all worth it. So i chose a butterfly tho. So dun sa pinakagitna ng butterfly dyan ako tinurukan ng anesthesia sa dalawa kong anak when i gave birth. Yan ang pinakamasakit sa lahat kaya super memorable. I decided na dyan magpatatts. Wala lang din. Haha. So ayun. 

basta di ko naman pinagsisihan. Tago naman sya so di naman makikita msyado. Superrrrr galing nung artist ko. Good job talaga sya sa ginawa nya sakin. :) 

Antok na ko. Happy valentines day world. 💋💋 Goodnighty. Xx