Broken Sonnet

Hello blog.x i just have no one to speak with. I am so sad. Bat ganto. Ang hirap naman maging masaya. What am I supposed to do? Bakit ko ba pinagsisiksikan sarili ko sa isang bagay na alam ko na hindi naman kahit kailan magiging akin? Grabeeeeeeeee nakakalungkot na!! Family problems, isa pa yan. May issue na naman sa family. Im tired. I wanna go sa mountain and cry fuckin out loud that no one can hear. I wanna scream all my feelings and emotions there. Am I really that bad? Sobrang sama ko na ba na tao. I deserve this! I am such a bad person :(( I don't know how to fix myself anymore.x I am so lost. I need to find myself. This isnt me. Wake up, jhaymieeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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