Runaway ♡

Runaway by the corrs 

My favorite song.x from my favorite band. I just saw a post in facebook na kinakanta ng guy. Lagi ko to kinakanta lalo na nug nagbabanda pa ako. I'll try to post below yung song ko na nasa youtube singing this song. Hehe. 

I am feeling sad lately. Kailan kaya ako mabubuo ulit? Ang hirap pala maging masaya. I am thanking God for all of the blessings ♡ I know magiging masaya din ako ulit. Baka hindi pa time. For now I guess I just really have to go with the flow kahit masakit. Kahit na madaming mali. I need to focus myself to all of the blessings that I am receiving and just continue living life. :( ang tagal ko na malungkot. Di ako sanay. Nagiging happy at times but pag mag isa nalang ako sad na naman. My life is full of emotions right now. Super random. But i'm all good. Kahit na nasasad ako. Okay lang naman ako. Normal naman ata maging malungkot and masaktan diba? Never ever expect for you not to be disappointed.x 

2020 isn't a good start. Dami happenings na hindi magaganda. Taal volcano eruption, kobe bryants death and a lot more.x I just hope that everything will be okay soon pleaseeeee. I just wanna be happy again! No more heartaches. No more pain please! No more!  I am claiming it! ♡ 

Best Friends ♡

I don't even know how to start this blog. Lol. This  blog is for someone that's very special to me. Ang hirap pala umpisahan yung blog kapag masyado ka madami sasabihin yet you can't even create a single phrase or maybe hindi mo maexplain talaga yung nararamdaman mo. Ganern. Haha! Anyway, I woke up early today since I slept early last night. Kaya eto almost 8am and i'm still awake. Dami nasa utak ko ngayon but I decided to create a blog about my Best Friend.x

So usually if you say that you have a best friend it is most likely you know this person for a long time na diba. However this best friend that I have, I just knwn him for like uhm..almost 2years. Xx he's been quite laman ng blog ko lately. Hehe. So yep he's a he. Madami ako close friends na lalaki but di pa ko nagkaron ng best friend talaga na i mean katawagan or talagang andyan para sakin kapag malungkot ako. But this guy, we've been speaking allllll the time specially when i'm sad. 

So it all started when we met on my friends birthday party. Well I don't usually consider knowing him by then because we didn't even talk or what. I mean we talked but no conversation at all.xx but he is so damn attractive lol. NOT saying I like him already but parang ganun na nga. Lol. Hahaha. One thing that makes me pansin him pa more is his fucking voice. Maaaaan im telling you he can sing! Lol rnb feels.x 

Okay moving forward, ended up that night not talkin to this guy but some of my gay friends teases me na i like him daw and when they asked him if nung tinease he just said "sorry taken na" like that ata. HAHAHHAHAHA! Napakawalangya lang ng mga kaibigan ko.x so parang nainsult lang ako ng very light cz i ddnt even asked him that pero inaasar ako nung iba kong friends. Lol so nakakahiya talaga. Ugg. I am still pissed whenever i remember that moment.

So as time goes by, after like a couple of days. This friend of mine, yung may birthday, created a group chat sa msngr. He added me there. And I was so shocked to see that they were all there. Including the guy with the rnb voice. Lol. So deadma. Hi hello to all. Bla bla bla. Not gonna mention the name of the gc cz this needs to be private Lol. 

So one morning, may nag wave sakin sa messenger. :o guess who? Bumilis lang naman heart beat ko pagkakita ko na sya yung nag wave. I don't even know what to reply that time as in shocked ako. So i just replied "yes?" HAHAHAHHA. he said na napindot lang. So dun nagumpisa na yung mga long conversations and kwentuhan namin all day.x which is nakakaenjoy naman talaga mga usapan namin. Kaya din sguro di nakakasawa makipagchat. 

So a lot more things happened that month, went to friends house and then I saw him there again. We drank a little, we stayed overnight, and some are just memories. No need to mention here. Lololol. 

Sometimes I am questioning myself why this guy? Like di talaga ko pala entertain and tamad talaga ako kumausap ng tao but why am I so happy when I am speaking to this person? 🙈 i always wonder. But who cares? It's fun. May mga time lang talaga na bawal magusap kasi we both have jowa. So little by little. You know. 

So last 2018, last time I saw him was august 21. Then after that we ddnt get the chance to talk for a long time since I am pregnant with zayn by that time. We're still in the gc but we no longer talk that much when we decided not to talk to each other na since nga he's feeling guilty ata cz he is spending more time chattingg with me kesa sa jowa nya. And ofcourse it hurts me a lot and I dont know why I am being hurt at all. HAHA. 

So for whoever is reading this, and if just incase you know me. Dont be so judgemental. I know what you're thinking. But let's just put it this way, yes, nagustuhan ko sya but alam ko naman na hindi pwede and alam nya din yun kaya nga he even blocked me para wala ng communication at all. Yung pagbblock na yan ilang beses yan nangyari. Hehe.

So ayun na nga, i gave birth to zayn after a couple of months. Got so busy taking good care of my baby. 

then after quite some time whilst im in rigels, drinking frappe, i saw him online and I just said hi to him and asked him where he is. He said he's at home lang. We haven't seen each other for a long time. He told me I could come over and I was surprised too. Went there for just short period of time and the rest was just memories. Lol

So yeah dont wanna share more of our story here let's just focus with how he became my best friend.

So with all the things that happened for those times and moments I realized that I will never forget this person. It's a mutual decision that we need to keep in touch as best friends kahit na magka family na din sya like me. And it will be that way forever. Kahit siguro di na kami magkita. Kahit na malayo na sya, it's gonna be a best friends forever thingy as what he said.  Which makes me happy too. And i hope it's true. Kasi we can never tell. Madami dn ako naging bestfriends kuno nung highschool but where are they now? Why is it that when Im lonely no one ws there for me? So ayun. I dont wanna be sad with this blog so I will just leave a message here for my bestfriend kasi he always read naman my blog hahaha.  He's updated. Lol

Hi bes,

 First, thank you cz you got to spend time reading my blog again. Super thank you for being there specially nung mga panahon na i felt lonely and sad lalo na sa mga nangyari samin ni Ja. You're always there to cheer me up. Andyan ka palagi para pasayahin ako. Di ko akalain na magkakaron ako ng friend na katulad mo. Poging bestfriend pa nga. HAHA. Alam ko na minsan demanding na ko sa time mo or minsan sumosobra na ko sa limit. Thanks for the patience. Sorry din. Tao lang. Haha. Mas matured ka lang talaga magisip sakin. Nagpromise ako sayo na dito lang ako always. Pag may problem kayo ng girlfriend mo, dito lang ako para icomfort ka. Katulad ng pag comfort mo sakin nung masakit din puso ko and in pain talaga ako. Haha. Sana wag ka makulitan sakin, a msgs ko. Yung usapan natin na babawasan ng onti yung paguusap susundin ko yun. Moving forward ikaw nalang aantayin ko magstart ng conversation. Mukang okay naman. Kaya naman. Haha. Di ko alam na sasabihin ko sayo, feeling ko eedit ko nalang to kapag may idadagdag pa ko. Nabblank isip ko kapag ikaw na kakausapin ko e. HAHA. BASTA SUPER THANK YOU! sa pagdating sa buhay ko. Forever kitang ittreasue at lahat ng memories natin together promise nasa heart and mind ko yan kahit tumanda na tayo parehas. Maalala ko yan. Looking forward pa din sa mga magagandang memories in the future. Gusto ko kapag ikakasal ka na, invited ako ha? Ahahaha. Salamat bes ha? Mahal kita bes! Mwah! Dito nalang muna. Masakit na fingers ko. HAHAHAHA 30mins na ata ako nagttype or more. 😂 

Huggssssss!!

Always,

Jhaymie. 

year of the sheep for 2020.

I just saw this. Hoping this will be true.x looking forward to it and I am claiming it in Jesus name ☺

Chinese Horoscopes 2020 » Sheep Horoscope 2020

Sheep horoscope 2020 predicts that you are bound to have your life changed a little this year. You are likely to be more spontaneous this year, but more secret about your affairs as well. You will want your life to be more private, which is just one of the many changes that you are bound to make this year. Working on your general personality, and trying to transform yourself into a better you, will make your year great in the Chinese year 2020 of the white metal rat.

The goat or sheep is one of the signs in the Chinese zodiac. While many people may not think of the goat as having many good personality traits, people who are born in the year of the sheep do. People that are born in the year of the goat are said to be intelligent, creative, anxious, stubborn, messy, and stylish. All of these traits can affect these people’s personalities, which can affect how they interact with their Chinese horoscope for 2020.

• Sheep 2020 Career Astrology •

Goat 2020 predictions foretell your career will flow smoothly this year as long as you get to know your superiors and co-workers better. These people will be the stepping stones that you need if you want to get ahead or advance in your career. If you can use your creative ideas at work in a productive way, then do it! Your special talents will help you to standout in the workplace. Progress in your career will be difficult and slow at times. But if you persevere, then you are sure to succeed.

• Sheep 2020 Finance •

When it comes to your finances, sheep will be in luck in 2020. You should have enough money to pay off all of your expenses easily. And, you may even have some money leftover to use for pleasure instead of bills and debts. Budget carefully and you will be sure to have enough money for the necessities and the fun things in life as well.

• Year Of The Sheep Predictions For Health •

Sheep, your health may be a little down this year, so you will want to try to reverse this. Beginning to exercise more, eat healthier foods, and reducing your stress levels are all great ways to do this. Try to get some of your bad habits as well to make yourself as healthy as possible in 2020.

• Sheep Monthly Horoscopes •

- January 2020 will start on a positive note. Your life will be full of prosperity, happiness, love, and joy.

- February 2020 will continue to work in your favor. You will be showered with good luck and financial blessings.

- March 2020 will be a month when challenges will be a part of your life. But the Chinese ram can take everything in its stride.

- April 2020 depends on your actions. If you save for the rainy day, everything will be in your favor. But if you want to spend without thinking, nothing can save you from going bankrupt.

- May 2020 is all about love, romance, and relationships. It is a good month for singles to get hitched. Married couples too will experience bliss.

- June 2020 is a favorable month for money to roll in from unexpected resources. Make the most of it.

- July 2020 is when you must be careful not to get influenced by people who don’t have your good interests in mind.

- August 2020 is an excellent month to socialize, make new friends. Who knows, you might even find a compatible partner?

- September 2020 is when you must be alert for new opportunities. It can be in your career as well as love relationships.

- October 2020 for the Chinese goat sign is encouraging when it comes to both personal and professional prospects.

- November 2020 is when you must take care of your health. Also, start saving for the rainy day.

- December 2020 is a happy month. Stability and hard work will play an important role in your current lives.

• Sheep 2020 Feng Shui Yearly Forecast & Horoscope •

2020 Feng Shui yearly forecast for the sheepsuggests a year of learning, planning, and contemplation.

This year of the rat 2020 is about changes. Sheep horoscope 2020 predicts that some changes will be slow, but some will come right away. This year is also a year with much more pleasure in it than business. While you should do your best to work hard while you are at work, you can also think creatively and make friends at your workplace as well. When you are off of work, try to spend time with your romantic partner, your friends, and your family. Most importantly, make sure that you have some time that you can spend alone and do the things that you want to do. If you do all of these things, then you are sure to have a wonderful 2020!