Tuesday, 25 August 2020

can't get out. x

I've been trying to forget you, but I can't
You made a fool it ain't cool
It's like there's something missing in my life
Maybe it's you
It is you
I just can't, can't get you out of head
You're the reason that I wakeup in my bed
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Can't get out
Please get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Can't get out
Please get out
I didn't expect you to like me back
I'm a mess, I'm a fool don't know how to act
With you
When I'm with you
I'm sorry if it took so long
To realize that we belong
You and I, it ain't a lie?
I just can't, can't get you out of head
You're the reason now wakeup in my bed
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Can't get out
Please get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out
Please get out
Please get out..





Feeling kinda sad today and this songs stucked in my mind since i woke up. Hay missing someone so much but i gotta tiis. 😦

Friday, 17 July 2020

friday night.

Just saw this so I'd like to remind myself though. ♡
Sleepless evening  😥😥

Thursday, 9 July 2020

sick.

Goodmorning blog.

I've been struggling with acid reflux for 3 days now. 
Sobraaaang hirap. I can't even eat. Sobrang hirap pala talaga tong sakit na to. May mga times na magkaka anxiety ka kapag naghheartburn ka na and all. Sobrang laking tulong ng pagread ko ng articles abt it. Sobrang helpful din ng videos and all so I get to handle it kahit pano. So kapag alam ko na aatakehin na ko, i am staying calm and all. Hiraaap my gosh! Parusa ko talaga to sa mga kinain ko these past few weeks eh! Huhu. Ngayon wala tuloy ako makain. Ayaw tanggapin ng sikmura ko. I need to be healthy na talaga. I need to avoid eating preservatives and bad cholesterol.. not getting any younger tho. Need to watch over my health. Hehe. Xx


Anyways,  since i just woke up & i felt my heartburn attacking, I drank gaviscon syrup agad & tbh it helps a lot. Nawawala yung palpitate feeling so I guess i'll go back to sleep na. Then later i'll drink omeprazole. Hays hindi talaga ako palainom ng gamot eh pero this time I badly needed it kaya I have to drink it all. I just hope that this is just really acid reflux. Gonna do my exercise again as I badly needed to lose weight to avoid this reflux and I really dont wanna feel this again!!  Sobrang hiraaaaaap!

so this is gaviscon syrup. It's like a colgate lol


Gonna go back to bed ♡ byeeeeee.x 


Friday, 3 July 2020

just a thread.

I just saw this & i'd like to share cz this is just so true. 💞



THIS IS WORTH READING ♡

Monday, 29 June 2020

heartburn.

Woke up this morning and my acid reflux is attacking me again. Cant breathe properly & sobrang hirap sa pakiramdam. 😔 maybe because I ate something sour before sleeping last night.x 😣 hate this feeling. So hard to breathe. So hard lumunok. Nagpapalpitate and all. 😔 hatest feeling ever!! 😭😭😭😭 

What a morning!! 

bad at it.

It's just sad when someone actually lets you feel like you're just no one & it's okay for you to feel bad about it, cause you're just YOU. Not important. Nothing special. No one. 

Its 4am. Random thoughts. Hearts pounding and aching. Hays. I just wanna feel loved..xx  i wanna be someones important person. 

Maybe am just sad that's why i am feeling this again. 
Nyt. Gonna sleep with tears in my eyes. It's okay to cry. 😔

Wednesday, 24 June 2020

what's on my mind?

Nothing. Just wanna be happy everyday. But why is it getting so lonely? I don't even know. Weird. Forget the things thats making you sad, Jhaymie.♡ 

Nytieeee.x my eyes still itchy. Stupid allergies. Ugh!