Why do I only blog when Im in pain?

So bakit nga ba tuwing malungkot lang ako nagbblog? Like today. Kakatapos lang umiyak, namamaga pa yung mata. Hindi ko na alam pano ko pa ieexplain yung stress and emotional damage na nararamdaman ko ngayon but I trust God. Alam ko hindi nya ako papabayaan. Alam ko ihheal nya lahat ng pain na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Nagtitiwala ako sa plans nya for me and my family 🙏 why does it hurt so much? 

I don't wanna get sick because of stress. I need to stay positive and i need to be strong for my kids 🙏 so Help me God ❣️ 

If you're reading this and you also have lots of worries today, leave it all to the Lord and you'll be fine.

Trust the process, in God's perfect timing 🙏🙏

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Yeahh

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Sinaktan ko na naman puso ko sa pagsstalk. Enebe 🥱 hayszcx 

Jesus take the Wheel

Lord, i just wanted to say thank you for everything. For all of the blessings. For all of what I am going through right nos coz it makes me stronger! I know that whatever is happening to my life right now has its purpose. Thank you Lord for not giving up on me!!!

My sleepless and red eyes with super eyebags after crying for 2hours.

I chose to hurt myself this time.

Badly misses someone at the moment. I know that i've been trying so hard to let go just to make things right but it's just so hard. 🙃🥲 

I need to know my place. I need to be where i'm supposed to be. 😿

Here's me at the moment. Xxx 

My ugly chubby face lol 

Another one.. 

 just flexing my nails.

And so random pic. Lol

good morning 😪

Zoey doing a random pose. Xx 😆

Wow how long has it been since i created a blog? 

Sitting here in my couch & just watching f4 thailand. Lol

I just finished work and this is my view. 

ANG KALAT NG BAHAY!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! BYE NA NGA. MAGLINIS MUNA KO 😆

psst

I know im busy. But i still wanted to have time with you. Please talk to me.🙈

Random thoughts this morning after work. Haysxzc

i have so much to tell🥺 

oh well

What a day! So ive been struggling the past few days kasi supposed to be katapusan ako magkakaron. So masakit na puson ko since the 29th of sept. Pero my gashh nag adjust ata cycle ko. Today lang sya lumabas. Grabe sakit ng katawan ko and muscles since 29th tapos nasusuka na ewan na antok na antok. Kala mo buntis e. Hahaha as if. Anyways, baka dahil sa pill ko. Nagadjust na so firstweek na ako nagkakaroon. Hahaha wala lang. So this blog pala today is abt my period. 😛 

So dahil nga first day ko, very lazy ako 😓 im just in bed. Watching tv. I just cooked tinolang ribs. And magllunch palang ako tho its almost 4pm na. Rawr

And hmm. That's pretty much it. Xx til next 🥰

Btw look at the keyboard and mouse i bought in shopppeeee. Hahaha it costs 1k.  Super worth it. Super cute. Perfect gamitin talaga. Nakakainis ksi keyboard ng laptop may mga hard touch na. Kaya ayan bumili ako. Cute diba? 🙄 Lol 

Nasad lang ako na may nakita akong pooh keyboard right after i purchased this. Huehue late ko nakita. Ang ganda pa naman😤😭

But its okay. Ganda pa din naman neto. 😛