long time.

hello blog. how are you ;/ well its been a long time tho. i am almost 8 months pregnant now. life isnt easy now. So many problems. but im still here, fighting. i know everything's gon be alryt. mahirap pero kakayanin. madaming nangyari pagpasok ng taon. i can say sobrang hindi ganda ng 2019 saamin. first, naospital si zoey before my birthday.. so i celebrated my birthday at the hospital again twice in a row na. she was diagnosed with pneumonia by that time and i felt bad napabayaan ko talaga sya since nag holiday and umuwi pa sina mami so were not at home palagi. well shes okay now. tho napilitan ako ilabas sya ng ospital dahil 2days palang 32k na bill namin, next thing was tito adam got so sick and was diagnosed with cancer. colon cancer specifically, saddddd. i dont know what to feel or to say. i felt so bad hearing that news and i cant look him in the eyes lately. hes here at home now taking a rest after his operation. hayyy, got lots of things i wanna say here but i dont know where to start. sa dami ng nangyayari ngayon. sinipag lang talga ko mag blog cz hawak ko laptop ngayon eh. sittin here sa sofa while typing. dami ko namimiss. wala pa akong post partum nadedepress na ko sa mga bagay bagay lol. anyway, i hope everything goes well for me. life's been tough lately. i knw God has plans for us. for my family. listening to this song right now. makes me feel calm. ang sarap umiyak, tomorrow by avril lavigne. ;/