Monday 29 June 2020

heartburn.

Woke up this morning and my acid reflux is attacking me again. Cant breathe properly & sobrang hirap sa pakiramdam. 😔 maybe because I ate something sour before sleeping last night.x 😣 hate this feeling. So hard to breathe. So hard lumunok. Nagpapalpitate and all. 😔 hatest feeling ever!! 😭😭😭😭 

What a morning!! 

bad at it.

It's just sad when someone actually lets you feel like you're just no one & it's okay for you to feel bad about it, cause you're just YOU. Not important. Nothing special. No one. 

Its 4am. Random thoughts. Hearts pounding and aching. Hays. I just wanna feel loved..xx  i wanna be someones important person. 

Maybe am just sad that's why i am feeling this again. 
Nyt. Gonna sleep with tears in my eyes. It's okay to cry. 😔

Wednesday 24 June 2020

what's on my mind?

Nothing. Just wanna be happy everyday. But why is it getting so lonely? I don't even know. Weird. Forget the things thats making you sad, Jhaymie.♡ 

Nytieeee.x my eyes still itchy. Stupid allergies. Ugh!

Wednesday 3 June 2020

Hi Blog :-)

It's been a while again. Everything is goin well lately. :) A lot had happened. We've been in lockdown for almost 3months now because of corona virus. I just hope it will end soon. No classes this year. So it's time for me to focus para mas matuto pa magbasa si zoey. Baka eto na change for us to bond while i'm teaching her at home.x :) Anyway, was just here sa office printing modules. Orders. lol

Anyhow, i'm reading my blog & can't believe how broken I am for the past months. lol. Well I guess I am already coping up & accepting everything that's not meant you know. Everything is goin well right now. Life is just so great. I am receiving blessings. God never fail to show me that we're all so blessed. What makes me sad right now is tito adam's condition. He's really not well right now. :( Ilang araw na nya kami inaabangan to visit him sa makati kaso it's really hard right now because of this pandemic. Idk what to do. he really wants to see us :-(  He's always saying na he's sad and he wanted to see us para sumaya naman sya.

hay lord, bigyan nyo pa po ng chance mabuhay tito adam ko :'( gustong gusto nya pa mabuhay.